I just watched this incredible video by Alex Kendrick, telling how God led him and his church to create the Christian film Flywheel and others like it. How the movies all appeared in theaters, much to his surprise, and even won awards. He tells how he was never alone but always working with God and prompted by God. Just as I feel I am.
But even more amazing is that when he hit a wall and prayed, he no more than said “Amen” but someone knocked on his door or his phone rang or a neighbor walked over and by God’s grace provided the answer. And what was given was in proportion to what he asked. Every time!
Real miracles happened right there in front of him. And of course being human, the very next time a need arose it shook him like the Israelites were shaken in the desert, with manna in their bellies and miracle water in their cups. He was in despair all over again, just as we all are. How quickly we forget God’s grace, even when we’re in the midst of it.
I was struck by the fact that he was never alone. I feel utterly alone. Everything around me says quit writing. My family wants my attention. It takes too much space, too much quiet that rarely exists. Put the computer down!
And I would, I really would, except these stories won’t leave me. How many times have I written here about characters wanting to be heard? And after watching Kendrick I feel like there’s even more to it. There’s a story to be told.
God’s story.
You know, He’s always playing the long game, and the place we are right now is a journey to someplace else. It stretches from Eden, from Joseph and his years in an Egyptian jail through years of captivity and the Exodus, through the prophets of retribution and the salvation of Christ. And beyond that point to a world that still tells the story of Mary anointing Jesus’ feet with expensive oil.
The long game includes Constantine, the rise of the Church in Rome, to the Reformation and the Dissenters who made their way to the New World either by force of imprisonment or flight of mercy. It includes the rise of the United States and its place as protector of the free world, as a model of freedom.
Some would ask if this is the end of the United States, to be struck down and divided up into kingdoms of varying faiths and feuds. The vision given to George Washington says otherwise, but the proof is in God’s hand.
There is a plan, an end-game. Probably long after I’m gone. I have no idea if my little writings will be a tiny note on the pages of history or perhaps will die with me. If this is a solo journey, then that would be the case, wouldn’t it? I honestly don’t mind either way, except that I am driven to get this story and these people out of my head.
God please provide the time, the space, the encouragement, and yes the help. Let me know I’m not alone in this. Amen.



